First off, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. If I am going to write this blog (still a little weird to me), then I am going to be completely honest. Maybe I am being honest with you, right? There has to be someone else out there who struggles like I do. Well, maybe I will atleast be honest with myself.
Friday night I actually didn't do anything! I left off saying "oh, we will probably drink, and I have to plan for that" blah blah blah. Well, I was so tired I actually didn't even make a complete dinner. I had almonds and peanut butter, surprise surprise! Still enough calories to be a meal. Actually, the amount that I eat, probably more calories than I would eat in a regular meal.
Saturday we went to Islands of Adventure at Universal Studios. I am not feeling that great about myself and I was meeting a few of CJ's friends (who I have never met before). That in general brings anxiety. Why? I really don't know. I really shouldn't care what other people think about me, but I do. Overall, they day went well. We walked all day which made me feel better since I didn't have time to run. We went to a restaurant in the park and I got a grilled chicken salad. All was good except the amount of beer we consumed.
Later that night, we went to a friends house for burgers. Generally, these burgers would NOT be on my meal plan but they were amazing. The deli style buns were toasted on the grill, the patties were so think and tender they melted in your mouth. i did get a little nervous when I heard him say each patty was 1/2 pound each!
Later that night I was hit with a surprise! All day long the boyfriend was saying, I have so much to do tomorrow, "I don't think we will go out to cowboys". So, of course, I didn't plan on that outing when I was consuming calorie after calorie in the park. Its not that I am worried about necessarily gaining weight after a few extra calories (I have been there, done that), but now my body continues to swell. I personally feel better just eating a snack before a night out.
Cowboys was fun, luckily I didn't run into anyone I knew. I didn't even have any clothes to change into. I don't know why, but when I go out, I like to feel good (and yes that means look good). To wrap it up... I left cowboys a drunk mess, but I didn't eat any junk... SUCCESS!
Breakfast: Oatmeal & Coffee from McDonalds
Lunch: (too soon for a snack) Grilled Chicken Salad & Beer & Wine
Snack: Almonds
Dinner: Cheeseburger, IT WAS HUGE :(
And drinks, and drink, and more drink... but at least I made a dancing fool of myself :)
Friday night I actually didn't do anything! I left off saying "oh, we will probably drink, and I have to plan for that" blah blah blah. Well, I was so tired I actually didn't even make a complete dinner. I had almonds and peanut butter, surprise surprise! Still enough calories to be a meal. Actually, the amount that I eat, probably more calories than I would eat in a regular meal.
Saturday we went to Islands of Adventure at Universal Studios. I am not feeling that great about myself and I was meeting a few of CJ's friends (who I have never met before). That in general brings anxiety. Why? I really don't know. I really shouldn't care what other people think about me, but I do. Overall, they day went well. We walked all day which made me feel better since I didn't have time to run. We went to a restaurant in the park and I got a grilled chicken salad. All was good except the amount of beer we consumed.
Later that night, we went to a friends house for burgers. Generally, these burgers would NOT be on my meal plan but they were amazing. The deli style buns were toasted on the grill, the patties were so think and tender they melted in your mouth. i did get a little nervous when I heard him say each patty was 1/2 pound each!
Later that night I was hit with a surprise! All day long the boyfriend was saying, I have so much to do tomorrow, "I don't think we will go out to cowboys". So, of course, I didn't plan on that outing when I was consuming calorie after calorie in the park. Its not that I am worried about necessarily gaining weight after a few extra calories (I have been there, done that), but now my body continues to swell. I personally feel better just eating a snack before a night out.
Cowboys was fun, luckily I didn't run into anyone I knew. I didn't even have any clothes to change into. I don't know why, but when I go out, I like to feel good (and yes that means look good). To wrap it up... I left cowboys a drunk mess, but I didn't eat any junk... SUCCESS!
Breakfast: Oatmeal & Coffee from McDonalds
Lunch: (too soon for a snack) Grilled Chicken Salad & Beer & Wine
Snack: Almonds
Dinner: Cheeseburger, IT WAS HUGE :(
And drinks, and drink, and more drink... but at least I made a dancing fool of myself :)
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